Just A Man....Broken,Bleeding.....

As i sit here i tend to think of life
Back and forth through memory
Needing it to be different
But nothing i can do

Sanity is drifting
As pain conquers me
Scratching at the roof of the coffin
Screaming at the sky

I need you to say its okay
I need you
Gone like i am
But i still see the sun

Drowning in misery
Suffocating and cant move
Out of body and mind
Take me away from this

Like the day i found out
Life is never what it seems to be
Cold like winter
And never as inviting

Hollow shell of who i was
Killing myself
Killing who i was
Dead like i need to be....Never more

Sorry its like this
I wish it never had to be
Gone are the days of innocence
Dried and withered away

The lines on the face are now jagged crevices
Time and pain taken its toll
Time has all but stopped
Like the memories of you................(All)

Say its not over
I know its just a rumor
Are you still with me
SAY ANYTHING AT ALL!!!!!!!

Now i get it
I failed you
Not the man i should have been
Not at all.....And never will be