Friday, November 08, 2002

The Pain Project( The Deadly Way to Cyber ) *ADULTS ONLY*

The Pain Project( The Deadly Way to Cyber ) *ADULTS ONLY*

It's time again
Look at your final sunrise
Shake out the fear
Wipe the blood from your eyes....Time to begin

ok where do we start?
Your legs or your eyes?
Fuck it i'll pick
i will cripple you

Ripping the souls of your feet apart
The blood flowing down(You like that don't you?)
Crushing the bones..Sawing off the toes..With a dull knife
OOOOhhh don't worry the bleeding will stop

Blow torch in hand...Glimmer in my eye
Screaming in sexual agony,,,Flesh blackens and bubbles
Deboning your legs up to the knees
Up your thighs i crawl,,,,Razor in hand...Licking..Tearing....HARD

Feeling my fingers working through
Caressing your frail being
Rubbing them....Snapping them in half
Bathing In your ever so warm blood

Broken glass...Shoved in your hips
Digging in with with my nails..My teeth
Why are you so wet i ask?...Blood and tears...Making me so hot
I draw back and look at this mess i created

Looking ...i weep with happiness..You open for me
I plunge in my dirty knife
Pulling out your cervix...Replacing it with myself
When you go dry i will quit...Ovaries in hand

Cry for me ....Scream my name...welcome me in...into your ravaged womb
Make me bored..I dare you...Then the pain will begin
I reach in grabbing pulling,Brushing your spine
Like that bitch!?!?!?!?

Missing your stomach....meathook in your breasts
Lifting you up...My little punching bag...
Hang there till you rip apart...
You made me bored you whore...Now you die!!!!!!

Opening your ever so soft belly
Metal bands around your lungs
Asphyxiated with your own entrails
Chained to a wooden post....Lit ablaze...Then mercilessly shot in the head!!!



Thursday, November 07, 2002

Dead And Gone

Dead and Gone

Always thinking of the days
Setting near you
Looking at the stars
Wanting to be among them

You beat me there
Ascension to the beyond
Leaving this place
Leaving me

I stand here alone
Rising above this life
Falling down
Missing you

Dead
Taken away
Dead
In my eyes
Dead
In my heart
Dead
To me
GONE

And you are gone too
I didn't forget the times we shared
Never will
The love...The scars

I did it all for you
You died for me
I wanted to save you
Please forgive me!!!!!

Liar...You said you would never leave me
I'm sorry
Leave me to my own thoughts
Gone away....The permanence of reality

Dead
Taken away
Dead
In my eyes
Dead
In my heart
Dead
To me
GONE

Like family....You were accepted
You know i wanted to die
Wouldn't let me
So you took my dream

Sick little life you lead
But i loved you anyway
I cried again and again
You never came back

Dreams shattered
Fell into hell
Tormented in my solitude
But i wouldn't dream of bringing you back

Dead
Taken away
Dead
In my eyes
Dead
In my heart
Dead
To me
GONE

And you...Who will remain nameless
Watched me throughout life
Guided me through right and wrong
Loved me as i did you....You died

Was it my fault?
I didn't love this world
Accept your lord?
And i was a disappointment

I am a man now
And you would not be proud of me
I never was
And never will be

Forever like this
Without you
Looking upon me from where ever you are
Just i beg you....Turn and walk away
Like you did so long ago
Dead
Taken away
Dead
In my eyes
Dead
In my heart
Dead
To me
GONE