Wednesday, November 20, 2002

Heart,Mind,Body.......All Life Abound

Heart,Mind,Body.......All Life Abound

Once i seen the sun
As it is,Giver of life
As it was,Nothingness
The sorrow....Humanity!!!!!!

This is the last time i will see the light of day
The warm glow....Bright light
Bringing fourth all life
And one day dying like us all

I stand here ....Looking towards the sky
Breathing in the cold air
Wondering what its like to live an eternity
Terrified that i will see the end

The endless journey
Timeless and serene
All the ages coming and going
Eons flying by

ARHGGGG.....THIS ONE SUCKS......MINDFUCK!!!!!!



Celestial Transmutation

Celestial Transmutation

Don't ever say you are tired of life
You will be like me
Wanting to end it all
Force fed life and forced to live

Dreaming of fear...Longing to feel it
Never again knowing the pleasure of pain
Numb and fearless...Knowing no boundaries
Feeling the need to die....To kill

Sentenced by a coward race
Sentenced by a dying god...
This world fading
Dying like your god

I feel the suns warm rays...Freezing in its light
The stars...Taunting me ...They are above..
Rotting inside..Return me to the earth
Never again human...Never anything again

You and your close mindedness
Thinking and believing hell is a place
It is a standard of life
A standard we all follow

Who are you to feel?
Who are you to be?
Who are you to die?
Who are you to never cry?

Firm believer in this existence
Why are you so believing in the mute nothingness of your own mind?
You want to accend.To be with (god)
But you are here...Dying like him!!

Perfect lives
Dying
Wanting to be
Alone
Prying open
The flesh
Looking deeper within
Your Fading soul

Like a hurricane you live
Thrashing the land you call your own
Bleeding tainted blood
Tainted by your own mind

Killing the perfect pain
Wanting to exist
Enforcing the laws of faith
Killing me

True to form
Like your life
Transmuting into the (un)Perfect being
Taking me with you into the abyss

Why be what you can't?
Who isn't true to yourself..
Who is digging their own grave
And who is like god.....Flawed...